Minggu, 06 November 2011
alhamdulillah.
hijabers jambi
hehehehe assalamualaikum
tanggal 30 kemarin saya ikutan acara prelaunching hijabers community Jambi. well when someone asks me to doing something good, why not?
emang sih gathering sebelumnya saya gak pernah ikutan. tapi kali ini mesti kudu harus ikutan acara launching yg dresscodenya pink grey ituuu.
acaranya di butik fateema. dateng di jemput dea dan pulang bareng dara. alhamdulillah banyak ketemu temen baru ukhti ukhti gitu deh. selama disana juga kita dengerin kata sambutan dari tante trus dengerin tausyiah dari kak lusi tentang hijab. trus baca doa dan pengenalan organisasi setelah itu snack dan acara tanya jawab ada juga tutorial hijab dan yang terakhir fotofoto. yaaa walopun masih baru dan tempat terbatas buat 50 orang ya gapapalah semoga bulan ini organisasi kita bisa lebih maju dengan restu Allah. amin :D
LOVE.MBER
happy november! :D
gak kerasa udah bisa dibilang akhir tahun. this year is walk so fast. way way too fast.
i have a thousand thoughts in my mind but lets skip because some things better left unsaid. :)
Minggu, 30 Oktober 2011
SHE.is.just.NOT.that.into.you.
Hello sir, sorry for being so cold, so arrogant or whatever you call it. I have to say this, I don’t have any feeling for you, so please would you mind to stay away?
I wonder why you’re keep texting me with all the simple stupid question everyday about my daily life? That’s not even your business sir. Why I have to tell you what am I doing? Where am I going? Why you keep saying don’t forget to eat? Why? I don’t even like you.
Seriously, you disturb me by doing something like that. By keep asking me anything,, I mean who the hell are you? My mom? By surprised me when you come into my house. Wow.
Nothing’s wrong with you, cute enough, good boy, but i heard you just broke up with your girlfriend because she dumped you for someone else, and for me you’re just too afraid of being alone, so you choose me, WHY ME??? Sorry for being soooooooooo negative thinking here but yes that’s all what I thought. If its love then no need to rush but look at you? You act like the world will ends, like I’ll die tomorrow, go move on, go heal you pain, need someone else as medicine then? Of course not me. Who the hell am I to fix you when I cant even fixed my heart? *sigh*
I used to be alone I feel fine, that’s why I hate it when someone comes closer keep try and try like there is no tomorrow, damn annoying. I do appreciated all the nice things you do. Thankyou.
But so sorry I cant help you, because my heart didn’t choose you, because you’re not an exception.
Sumpah.Pemuda
Haloo eniwey telat posting selamat hari sumpah pemudaaaa.
Sudahkah anda bersumpah? Pernah kah anda bersumpah?
Sumpah itu semacam sesuatu yg pasti akan dilakukan, atau bisa juga sejenis janji yang harus dilakukan, bisa juga kesaksian. Ntahlah.
Saya gak terlalu mendalami tentang sumpah pemuda, jujur aja bahkan kalo ditanya pun saya gak hafal tuh *jujur*
Tapi sebagai seorang pemuda oke pemudi kali yaaa saya belum pernah merasa bersumpah mungkin nanti kali yaa sumpah untuk selalu setia kepada dia yang masih ditangan Tuhan. *uhuk*
Eh tunggu dulu deh, tapi kayaknya sering sumpah -__________- sumpah demi Allah misalnya, apalagi kalo bertemu dengan orang orang yang gak gampang percaya jadi cara satu satunya untuk meyakinkannya ya dengan sumpah demi Allah :D #jangandicontoh
This posting getting pointless ya setelah dibaca baca. *bye*
PS: kalo memang harus bersumpah, bersumpah lah untuk hal yang baik. Seperti sumpah untuk sayang kepada kedua orang tua kita. Sekian.
EXIT (your EX is like a shIT)
Back to one year ago~ when I’m still close with that monster guy. Having a lot of time being together, doing assigntment so much laugh too much fight, we did all the good things, all the nice memories, I’ll never forget that, I swore.
And now, here I am. Try to reach my heart, feel fine without any pain that you made, you have already forgived.. no more left, no more, I don’t care if they didn’t believe this, I do, I’m totally move on with all the little things about him. :D so why am I still wrote this? Because suddenly I back at the core thinking of her who had you before~ still remember?
Let me tell you this bloggy, one moment in life that I never forget is in the beautiful afternoon in the middle of 2010 I got called from him, he asked me where I am then I answered “why“ he said he wanted to come.. then I don’t know everything seem so fast he was there, in front of my house, with one black car which I knew it wasn’t his car, he said someone wanted to see me.. I wondered who and you know what? He said “my ex”.
WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENED ON EARTH? I though..
Why she want to meet me? Does she think I steal his boyfee? Of courseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!
Hahahahahaha noooooooooooooooooo.. we’re friends. And always be friends.. friends with benefits.
What surprised me most is my eyes saw one little girl with Barbie style out from the car, beauty queen. Then I look at my self, bad, with boxer pants, bali shirt oversized, fat. I’m no beautyqueen, I’m just beautiful me :””)
She introduced herself, dan yaaaaaa semua terjadi begitu saja tak begitu penting. Walaupun sangat sopan tetep aja dia datang untuk menuduh, untuk mengklarifikasi, untuk curhat secara halus. Anyway I don’t think this is important to tell. Ngok.
But I know finally I won >:D *you know what I mean*
That was soooooo last summer. So 2010.
But life is mistery, is like a book. You can find one name in one chapter and then unpredictably you’ll meet that name it another chapter. Like now. A several weeks a go I meet her as a new student. In my campus. I’m not surprise, btw. She smile, I smile. No talk. She still can see me even in my new look with this hijab now, she’s still pretty as always.
But one lesson in life that I can learn is maybe you can be friends with someone you ever loved, but you’ll never be friends with your rival. Trust me you caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaantttttttttttttttttt. Even the feeling for the guy has gone, has disappear, the feeling for that girl is never, never never never.
Never. With the capital N.
And yestesday I have a class, after that I with all of my classmates decided having early lunch at canteen, including him. Then my mood getting upside down when I sit together with all my friends and him then I realized that his ex is coming with all her damn beuty shine. Lil bit insecure. But try so hard to fix it. Everything is soooo over.
Dear you Barbie girl, we may smile each other but I’ll never forget one moment when you did blame me a thousand months ago.. go get him now if you want. =)
