( awake )

Hi bloggy !
I posted this with my new blackberry bahahahaha feel sooo excited .
Thanks to you GOD, and also you my big brother I always get what I want :)

It's 3AM here, dan saya kebangunn..
Ini beneran kebelet tp ga berani pipis -__-

I have soo many story, did I tell you that he read that post ? He read. I knew it from my friend (hmm sounds like scenario bah! Maybe ;p) I don't care anymoreee . No no , I care, but not with all those freaky feeling, I tried and tried to make it flat, and the fact it's already flat. Well thanks GOD.

Flat doesn't mean that I forget everything, I still remember, everydetail, everysingle, those memories linger in my head now. I'm sad for no reason, for something I don't know. He doesn't say no, he said nothing, well he doesn't have to say anything sih yaaa.

He stayed in that LINE, don't wanna cross it, don't wanna run it, I just want he to walk, even go or back, up and down, even he hates me, or walk for something that much much better than that.

The only thing that I wanna say is I feel bored, with all of these!better we go and pretend like we don't know each other. It's better. But he doesn't, he loves that LINE so much and too feel comfort maybe. I will never blame him, all this time I realized, he always knew the perfect time,and I appreciated everything that he choose.

He says that ; everything is not simple as you think. Blahblah. Listen to me sir, everything will be simple if we make it simple. :) you said that we don't know who exactly who we are. I REALIZED that. Like what I've said to you in bbm, stranger will always gonna be stranger, and you are the freak one. Wehehehehe

Hmmmm..in life when we do something with totalitas and strive as best as you can, you never gonna regret that. I've been praying, I've been trying, I've been striving. Don't blame me anymore, problem is in you sir, not me. Its not easy to still stand here with you, and being profesionalism, but I tried even you know its never easy being your friend ;)