EXIT (your EX is like a shIT)

Back to one year ago~ when I’m still close with that monster guy. Having a lot of time being together, doing assigntment so much laugh too much fight, we did all the good things, all the nice memories, I’ll never forget that, I swore.

And now, here I am. Try to reach my heart, feel fine without any pain that you made, you have already forgived.. no more left, no more, I don’t care if they didn’t believe this, I do, I’m totally move on with all the little things about him. :D so why am I still wrote this? Because suddenly I back at the core thinking of her who had you before~ still remember?

Let me tell you this bloggy, one moment in life that I never forget is in the beautiful afternoon in the middle of 2010 I got called from him, he asked me where I am then I answered “why“ he said he wanted to come.. then I don’t know everything seem so fast he was there, in front of my house, with one black car which I knew it wasn’t his car, he said someone wanted to see me.. I wondered who and you know what? He said “my ex”.

WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENED ON EARTH? I though..

Why she want to meet me? Does she think I steal his boyfee? Of courseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!

Hahahahahaha noooooooooooooooooo.. we’re friends. And always be friends.. friends with benefits.

What surprised me most is my eyes saw one little girl with Barbie style out from the car, beauty queen. Then I look at my self, bad, with boxer pants, bali shirt oversized, fat. I’m no beautyqueen, I’m just beautiful me :””)

She introduced herself, dan yaaaaaa semua terjadi begitu saja tak begitu penting. Walaupun sangat sopan tetep aja dia datang untuk menuduh, untuk mengklarifikasi, untuk curhat secara halus. Anyway I don’t think this is important to tell. Ngok.

But I know finally I won >:D *you know what I mean*

That was soooooo last summer. So 2010.

But life is mistery, is like a book. You can find one name in one chapter and then unpredictably you’ll meet that name it another chapter. Like now. A several weeks a go I meet her as a new student. In my campus. I’m not surprise, btw. She smile, I smile. No talk. She still can see me even in my new look with this hijab now, she’s still pretty as always.

But one lesson in life that I can learn is maybe you can be friends with someone you ever loved, but you’ll never be friends with your rival. Trust me you caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaantttttttttttttttttt. Even the feeling for the guy has gone, has disappear, the feeling for that girl is never, never never never.

Never. With the capital N.

And yestesday I have a class, after that I with all of my classmates decided having early lunch at canteen, including him. Then my mood getting upside down when I sit together with all my friends and him then I realized that his ex is coming with all her damn beuty shine. Lil bit insecure. But try so hard to fix it. Everything is soooo over.

Dear you Barbie girl, we may smile each other but I’ll never forget one moment when you did blame me a thousand months ago.. go get him now if you want. =)