irronicaly romantic

i've heard you just got sick. should take a rest on the hospital. i hate hospital.
honestly, really sad to hear that your "ehem" is not as healty as you think.

we've been talked in bbm, you said you've got a lever. :(
i do believe that you're gonna get better soon.

dont know why i posted this but i just want to remember this as one of a nice story in my lifetime.
i planned to visit you in your second day, but no one picking me up to there, anddd well thats not easy to be me, i mean should i come? do you want me to come? i'm too gengsi to do that :(

everybody asked me with the same stupid question "udah jenguk?"
aaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrgggghhhh its not that i dont want, its abouttt hmmmm oke whatever.
and after all the turmoil of mind, confusion, doubt, interference, obstacles and barriers i eventually accompanied by Dee which just waiting in the car that night in the middle of the rain I decided to come to Siloam, just to see you.

I wear a purple jumpsuit that I look pretty with heart pounding and then knocked on your door, and then I saw you lying you look very weak due to being sick but still handsome, quiet room no family there is only Mamat, you guys saw me and smiled and Mamat went out and let us talk.
because i dont want to disturb you I think it's better to go home, we talked about many things about the illness about your friends really glad to see you. after touching yout hand and smile to Mamat i go home :))

i just cant believe we did!

you have no idea how hard i have to deal everything with myself until i'm standing in lobby and walk alone to lift just to see if you are fine.