despicable me

1st of february things went well.
and finally i met busri today for doing "bimbingan" because the last time i come to her is.. A MONTH AGO.
bitch you iin.
bu Sri welcomed me kindly, and she asked "where have you been?"
then she read my proposal, then reduce the variables and after it she told me to meet Mr. andi. yeay!
hope this spirit not disappear -_-
no i'm not lazy....... yes i'm lazy, SO MANY DISTRACTION you know.
I want to finish my study this year but I'm just not excited about working on a thesis.
i'm in damaged.
i mean.. how can we even remove distraction when we're distracted? That's the point, I'm distracted all the time. HIKS!
i never studied, i doodled, i never read my proposal, i read timeline, i never googled about this kind of thing, i downloaded.
so? momm you absolutely can slap me, in the face if you want.
my desire to finish this thesis was so big before I left for KKN, but i'm just a human only good at planing but suck at doing :D
but i promise you there is no more "delay time" *does my vocab right?*hehehe
yeah! wtvr i know my english is not good at all hahaha lets pray for everyone who's having their finals!