its little girl speaking~

No family is ever perfect. Some of them might even be incomplete.
dont forget to thank God if yours is complete and rich yeah :D
for me, my family is quite good, not really but hhm its enough for me. although its not like what i dreamed.
but hey you dont choose your family, they're God's gift to you as you are to them.
anyway i dont know where this post lead us on, my mother just called me on the phone then we had a long conversation about everything, and i spoke to Bunga (4thn) she told me about her planning to have a birthday party next month. its kinda surprised me, while I was living a few more days to my birthday didnt even know what would i do on my birthday.
not excited, guess nothing spesial to celebrate because hell yeah i'm going 22 yo. just because you're adult doesnt mean you're mature.
as the youngest child in fam i used to be so childish, spoiled, and so easy to cry even for a simple reason. uh.
i love how my brothers and sisters treated me, they dont always call, dont always send a sweet short message, dont kiss or hug when we meet because we didnt used to it.
but their existence, their voices, and real evidence that they are always there, really strengthens me.
i'm always grateful for their presence in my life.
despite many shortcomings, even as not good as other people have, my family really means.. i would never regret them, no matter what! they're irreplaceble.
learned from all the mistakes that i and my family made (daddy, mom, sisters, brothers, sisters in law, brothers in law, etc) one day when i get married i'll make my brand new family which way way way better than this without forgetting this (of course)
did i talk too much?
i miss my daddy, he doesnt appear even in my dream, where are you? -_-
i miss you, always. ALL WAYS. :")